Maybe I am shy. I came to this conclusion today after years of speculating as to why I don't seem to like people. I like persons/individuals yes, but even when these people come together in a group, I want to exit.
It could be that I am antisocial or maybe I am a total control freak and I feel that I am unable to control an environment in which too many people are.
This happens with children too, weird because I love children and I have a ‘child’ and want more. But the same way it is for the big ones, it is even more so with these tiny humans I just cant be around more than 5 of them at a time, especially when they all want to talk – headache!.
I would rather resolve that I am shy than any other weird/psycho analysis, even though some of the stuff that happens when I am in crowds are totally weird ….. to other people. Some of these things include;
You know what, I am just weird. I will admit that, and accept it as the truth.
It could be that I am antisocial or maybe I am a total control freak and I feel that I am unable to control an environment in which too many people are.
This happens with children too, weird because I love children and I have a ‘child’ and want more. But the same way it is for the big ones, it is even more so with these tiny humans I just cant be around more than 5 of them at a time, especially when they all want to talk – headache!.
I would rather resolve that I am shy than any other weird/psycho analysis, even though some of the stuff that happens when I am in crowds are totally weird ….. to other people. Some of these things include;
- feeling faintish
- loss of breath
- dizziness
- tightness of the chest
You know what, I am just weird. I will admit that, and accept it as the truth.